Tag: loss
group name: mojalefa
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February 05, 2007 11:16 PM EST --
I knew it was wrong,
at least, in the beginning;
But when your heart is lonely,
. . . more
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June 12, 2007 03:11 PM EDT --
It's so hard to let go
of this wheel that is spinning;
So afraid of the fall;
So afraid of the sinning;
So afraid of the pain
and the look in your eye;
So afraid of the heartache
when I . . . more
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January 16, 2007 09:41 AM EST --
I toss and turn, but
sleep won't come
to one who is tormented
by the past, by the
demons that won't let go;
I want to rise up,
make coffee, clean something,
wash away the stains of . . . more
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January 30, 2007 04:20 PM EST --
My heart is aching,
slowly breaking;
I can't believe
you said goodbye.
Tears are falling,
pain is calling;
I will never forget
the look in your eyes.
We had it all,
you and . . . more
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October 08, 2007 10:30 PM EDT --
I feel so tired,
and these teardrops
won't stop falling;
Nothing is the same
since you're gone.
I look in the mirror,
and its me...just me
standing there,
loneliness my
only companion. . . . more
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June 25, 2007 08:09 PM EDT --
(This is written in remembrance of my baby, Maryanna Hope who was stillborn on April 26, 1995)
Like a breath of springtime,
my baby...you would be
if you were nestled close to me;
You . . . more
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March 29, 2008 03:59 PM EST --
Your kindness is killing me;
Why don't you just let me go?
Why must you sugarcoat the bitterness,
make promises you have no intention
of keeping? . . . more
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October 22, 2007 04:34 PM EDT --
The mist slowly rises over the lake,
the same lake that I have spent
countless hours, thinking of you.
Today everything looks eerie and gray,
much the way I'm feeling without you . . . more
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September 07, 2007 09:53 AM EDT --
This heart beats,
waiting for love's coffin
which will surely come,
for how can anything so beautiful
linger on?
This world cannot contain it
amidst the ugly darkened doors
which slam shut on . . . more
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September 27, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
Your arms have surrounded me
for so long,
now that they are gone,
I feel a shiver;
Lonely is a cold place to be.
I knew it was time
to say goodbye,
but that doesn't mean
it . . . more
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May 07, 2007 11:18 AM EDT --
I walk on eggshells
of disrepair,
damned if I do
damned if I don't.
I don't know . . . more
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June 24, 2008 12:21 PM EDT --
Walls closing in,
pressing,
squeezing the life
out of one
who once lived well
dancing on paved streets,
laughing . . . more
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July 28, 2007 09:53 AM EDT --
I would see her sitting there day after day
staring out at the ocean, and
her eyes were so sad.
I worried about her...
worried she was imagining
what it would be like to delve into the deep.
But . . . more
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February 20, 2007 08:54 AM EST --
Sometimes
there is a moment
when the big picture is revealed
and perceived problems become insignificant.
Sometimes
a moment can reveal
that our relationship is not what we thought,
yet . . . more
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June 25, 2007 07:29 AM EDT --
You fall in torrents
and I am washed away
by all that was,
all that is,
and all that will be;
This cleansing
heals, yet pains me
to my deepest core,
and even though I feel
as if I am going to . . . more
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August 15, 2007 02:37 PM EDT --
I said goodbye to you today
as I watched the geese
skim across the water
in a picture perfect landing;
Oh, that I could land so well!
But these wings are weary,
tattered and bruised,
unable . . . more
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October 29, 2007 11:06 AM EST --
These bones are no longer ripe for the picking;
They are dry, turning to dust.
This heart is no longer prone to fall,
for it has turned to rust.
This blood no longer runs . . . more
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September 18, 2007 02:01 PM EDT --
I search for you
amidst these hollow walls
of my heart,
prayerful that you
will take up residence there,
yet blinded by the fear
that you will.
How can this heart
contain one such . . . more
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September 21, 2007 01:05 PM EDT --
Shattered glass,
catcher of rays,
color abounds
amidst passion's scarlet;
Blood red droplets
mingled with tears,
Pain yields to beauty,
erasing all fears.
more
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May 21, 2007 10:05 AM EDT --
You pull me in
and then push me away;
I feel like a rag doll
who has no say;
When you want me,
I come running;
When you don't,
I just cry;
Most days I don't know
what is truth and what . . . more
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