Tag: pain
group name: mojalefa
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June 12, 2007 03:11 PM EDT --
It's so hard to let go
of this wheel that is spinning;
So afraid of the fall;
So afraid of the sinning;
So afraid of the pain
and the look in your eye;
So afraid of the heartache
when I . . . more
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July 05, 2008 05:37 PM EDT --
Walls close in,
and there is no escape
from this self-induced hell.
Wish I was spry
like the gingerbread man...
Oh, God...I would run away
as fast as I can
and escape . . . more
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January 16, 2007 09:41 AM EST --
I toss and turn, but
sleep won't come
to one who is tormented
by the past, by the
demons that won't let go;
I want to rise up,
make coffee, clean something,
wash away the stains of . . . more
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October 08, 2007 10:30 PM EDT --
I feel so tired,
and these teardrops
won't stop falling;
Nothing is the same
since you're gone.
I look in the mirror,
and its me...just me
standing there,
loneliness my
only companion. . . . more
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April 25, 2008 01:32 AM EDT --
I've never loved so hard, so long
or so deep that it caused pain in my chest.
I have never wanted so badly that I thought
no other thing in life could ever fill
the gaping wound that was struck . . . more
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March 29, 2008 03:59 PM EST --
Your kindness is killing me;
Why don't you just let me go?
Why must you sugarcoat the bitterness,
make promises you have no intention
of keeping? . . . more
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November 08, 2007 09:45 AM EST --
I'm so tired.
Tired of being strong,
tired of holding on,
tired of smiling
to cover up my pain.
I'm so tired.
Tired of holding things together
through any kind of . . . more
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September 07, 2007 09:53 AM EDT --
This heart beats,
waiting for love's coffin
which will surely come,
for how can anything so beautiful
linger on?
This world cannot contain it
amidst the ugly darkened doors
which slam shut on . . . more
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January 22, 2007 11:54 AM EST --
I'm crying, and it makes me mad at myself.
I thought I was tougher than to cry over
being called a name. Haven't the years
hardened this heart, once so fragile? I
remember how I . . . more
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June 25, 2007 07:29 AM EDT --
You fall in torrents
and I am washed away
by all that was,
all that is,
and all that will be;
This cleansing
heals, yet pains me
to my deepest core,
and even though I feel
as if I am going to . . . more
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August 15, 2007 02:37 PM EDT --
I said goodbye to you today
as I watched the geese
skim across the water
in a picture perfect landing;
Oh, that I could land so well!
But these wings are weary,
tattered and bruised,
unable . . . more
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April 09, 2008 11:47 AM EDT --
I am woman,
born to woman,
seeded by man
who loved, hurt me.
I am woman,
loved by many,
lusted by more;
Pleasure, pain intermingled;
Nailed to too many crosses
washed in tears of love; . . . more
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April 19, 2008 11:51 AM EDT --
There is nothing more
than this moment,
this feeling,
this touch,
this sigh,
these words.
All of our yesterdays
have vanished;
All of our tomorrows
are but a dream;
This . . . more
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September 13, 2007 02:25 PM EDT --
I rose from ashes
to feel your sun,
to feel your pain,
to scream your name,
and now I burn
with passion's loss;
I'm tired
and nothing matters.
It's a long dark road . . . more
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September 21, 2007 01:05 PM EDT --
Shattered glass,
catcher of rays,
color abounds
amidst passion's scarlet;
Blood red droplets
mingled with tears,
Pain yields to beauty,
erasing all fears.
more
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January 18, 2007 09:00 AM EST --
Amazing is how you make me feel, with
your touch like fire and your honey words,
so sweet, permeating my being in a way
near impossible to describe;
How easy it is to fall into your love;
. . . more
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May 07, 2007 12:01 PM EDT --
Sometimes I go to my closet
and stare at the suitcase,
the empty suitcase
just waiting to be filled.
In my dreams, I have imagined
it filled with colorful summerwear
for long days languishing . . . more
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May 16, 2007 11:58 AM EDT --
I wait for you,
stripped bare to my soul,
filled with anguish,
needing to spill myself onto you;
For you are the keeper of my thoughts,
the guardian of my dreams,
the guide who helps me
face . . . more
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September 03, 2008 07:41 PM EDT --
Bring on your bitter bones
and I'll bury them deep
in the backyard.
I don't mind the digging,
I don't mind the sweat;
Those bitter dry bones
ain't seen nothing yet.
They . . . more
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July 09, 2007 07:57 PM EDT --
Oh, how I wish I could save you from drowning,
jump in and paddle for you,
kick my feet to help you stay afloat.
But I just can't do it.
Not anymore.
Because of me you never learned how to swim. . . . more
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